Off

Something is off
I'm not sure what of
Maybe the end of school
An appointment maybe
A death even?
Loss is expected this time of year.
Graduation celebreates that.
This, a time of change.
My security is breaking yet again.
Yet another moment.
Some ponder that moment.
When to let it feel
When to bribe the second
Is there any time left?
Time in which to say love
And wishes
And thinking
And peaceful memories
But at the end of this day
Nothing will feel the same
Nothing will take away the ache
My heart will be on my shoulder
Only for tonight
When I wake
My eyes will have lost their shine.